Why is “Father” missing?

In Mark 10 Jesus is approached by the rich young ruler. The disciples are astonished that someone who has kept “Torah” and seems blessed of God (ie rich) still seems to be unable to enter the Kingdom of God. In the discourse that follows Jesus says how hard it is for a rich man to enter the Kingdom.

In verse 28 Peter says to Jesus that the disciples have left everything to follow him and Jesus replies. See if you can spot the difference…

Jesus said

“Truly I say to you, there is no one who has left house or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or lands, my sake and for the gospel, who will not receive a hundredfold now in this time, houses, and brothers and sisters and mothers and children and lands, with persecutions and in the age o come, eternal life”

From the ESV – same in our course translation too.

 

Jesus says what you give up, and what you will gain but there are subtle differences. It looks like “father(s)” has been removed. (Also “With persecutions” is added but that doesn’t really present a question – it’s obvious.

 

So, why no promise of “father(s)”.

 

Anyone got any ideas?

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WTC Residentail Highlights

Nearly 5 whole days of the residential.  Ohhh – the excitement, the anticipation, the purchase of ear-plugs.    I arrived full of youthful vigour, rearing to go, shiny new pencils in hand.

And by the end? The longing for sleep, decent coffee, an Internet connection that works! A feeling that my brain is going to burst if anyone tries to put anything else in there! A sense that God has been at work deep in me and that the results will follow. Deeper friendships, answers to age old theological puzzles and one less pencil than I started with.

What a great, great time. Thanks to all the lecturers, teaching staff, admin people, cooks etc etc etc. Can’t wait for the next one.

Now, how am I gonna get that essay done? Anybody know anything about the Danielic son of man?

and left as a zombie. It was all excellent – what would be my highlights? The food? The worship? The teaching? Getting into intense conversations? Ministry?

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Street prayer – my first attempt!

After some 15 hours on missiology, liberally scattered with earth shattering testimonies (and I do mean “Earth Shattering”) it was time to try move out of the comfort zone we like to inhabit and out on the rainy Lichfield streets.

In threes asked God for revelation – did He want to reveal to us anything about who we could talk to – the idea being, that we wanted to be doing “What the Father was doing”. So off we went into Lichfield to “Look for treasure”. Personally, I was dead excited – I really want to get out of aforementioned zone. I want to experience some of what I have been hearing about…

Almost immediately we found the “Old man walking on a hill wearing a trilby with a scarf”. He was very keen to be prayed with and seemed really pleased that we had done so. When we finished he asked us to pray for his brother too. So that was a great start. More please.

We had two other people to find – and we think we found them, but both were pretty dismissive to be frank. There’s seems to be a real knack to what you open the conversation with. Let’s face it, if any approaches me I normally close them down so it wasn’t really surprising!

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Mission and Genesis – in the beginning…

 

Mission? Yawn? Well, maybe not yawn as such – more guilt and “Please, not me”.

Is mission in Genesis 1?

Today I have started the “Missiology” module of my theology studies in anger. One of my favourite bits in the bible has always been Genesis ch 1 – 3.  I find that even after years of “Study” there’s still more in there. Ever asked yourself why so there has been so much attack against the early books of the bible???

C’mon - Is mission in Genesis 1?

In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. The earth was formless and void, and darkness was over the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God was hovering over the face of the waters.

What would the Hebrew mind have understood by “The earth was formless and void., and darkness was over the face of the deep”? These are pictures of chaos, of evil and of death. This is further backed up understanding that other creation stories of the ancient Near East (aNE) descibe a battle often involving the sea, and a “Chaos monster”. Now we can’t take our theology from these “Secondary sources” but they can shed light on what the Hebrew’s would have thought.

Just what happened between vs1 and vs2? Could it be that Elohim created such things; things that are clearly evil? I don’t think so. But its very clear that by verse 2 of the bible things are NOT perfect and that God is already hovering over the chaos – and when God is hovering things rae afoot!

Chaos and Mission

As we were asked several times today “Is there chaos around at the moment?”. Of course there is – everywhere – but along with this comes the question “Do you ever in your life sense God hovering over the chaos”. And we were hearing testimonies of the oppresed, down-trodden and addicted saying “Yes I sense God’s presence – I don’t know what ‘IT’ is, but sometimes I sense it”.

Just as in verse 2 Elohim hovered over the “dark, formless, void” so He still does today. In fact, God’s first recorded actions are to bring the very opposite of these things into existance – light, structure and fruitfulness.

God’s first recorded acts are “Missionary acts” – not just creating a perfect world out of nothing after which Adam and Eve mess it all up. But actually acting to bring (dare I say) “Prosperity” to a pre-existing, but fruitless cosmos. Where there was darkness there is now light. Where there was formless chaos we now have a thriving, ordered, life sustaining environment. Where there void we know have life.

Surely that’s mission! To bring back the presence, the kingdom of God. So, right from the very start God shows himself to be a “Missionary” God.

And that, dear raeder, is just the first lecture – only 7 hours worth tomorrow!

 

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A stunning Introduction

In my church the word “Amazing” is used nearly as often as the word “Awesome” so I hesitate to use langauge that is in danger of losing its meaning.  However, today I heard a testimony that deserves the ephitat! What’s more it was given by the man to who it applied – our new missiology lecture.

Now I was a little unsure about what to expect from this module – was it going to be a “Make the people feel guilty” session – the type of which we have all heard before? So far, so absolutley not!

So what was it about? Really, it seemed to be man’s journey from a certain level of power (with which I’d have been satisfied! – really? No.) to a place where everybody (like all of them, yes every one) were healed in one sitting. And it didn’t just happen once. This guy works in prisons and with the poor. And the miraculous seems to be almost everyday.

My response? Same as yours – “Yes please God, I want that too!”

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Made for worship…

Just had an interesting  moment!

Running “Spotify“on my phone, plugged into the Hi Fi, listening to “What does anything mean, basically” by The Chameleons  – and its been a number of years since I heard it. Nearly every song evokes a strong, significant emotional response in me – you know memories of college, old friends that I haven’t seen in years, feelings of studying physics in the uni library, drinking in the student bar, playing in bands, the optimism of youth etc etc.  Every song a winner, wave after wave of pleasure. Some of the musical arrangements are frankly beautiful; stunning almost – shimmering veils over pounding rhythms that wont let up. They should have been just MASSIVE. Bigger than the biggest thing ever.

Odd thing is, I found myself wanting to worship – like in a really good praise session in church, or when walking through the sunlit woods - you know - when the presence of God is … well… tangeble. I could feel it welling up in my gut as I listened, a tugging, a unspoken longing for something spiritual, lasting  a moment. Deep calling to deep?

But what was this urge to worship that encompassed me?  What is this desire to worship that is so truely innate, and deep within us? When I was part of the throng at a Chameleons or U2 (before they were mega) gig, the desire to express my appreciation of the music, to allow it to take over my emotions, and movements, to offer myself to it was real. This is what I was feeling just a few moments ago.

Offer something of myself to the music? That doesn’t feel Holy to me. It doesn’t feel righteous. But who can deny the feeling of well being after a really good gig? There must be something really significant going on here. A deep need to worship, aching to find expression where it can. Something so “Primevil” that it can’t be ignored.  Somethign that has to be expressed. Its our deepest ache, searching to find relief. And it will find expression.

At the risk of sounding dogmatic humans were to worship (not solely, but all of us).  Worship means many things, but at one level is about “Giving yourself” to something, about expressing your love, your adoration, and offering yourself completely to another. Ultimately, enjoying and appreciateing the music is one thing – that is afterall, part of the reason God gave it to us. 

But, I for one don’t want to offer myself to anything other than Jehovah.

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Retreat! Retreat!

On Sunday 2nd of January 2011 I went on a retreat. This meant going to a nature reserve in the Chiltern Hills, where usually I can wander around for a whole day and not see anyone.

Recently the question “What is the last thing that God said to you?” has been in the air. I’ve heard it asked on serveral occasions. I have convinced that God wants to speak to us. The unique revelation of Jesus Christ was that God is our Father. Logically, what kind of Father doesn’t speak? We wouldn’t think much of a silent one now would we? And of course there are many scriptures that descirbe how the “Normal Chrstian Life” includes hearing God. Maybe I’ll do another post on them!

As I wondered around drinking coffee (always take plenty of coffee on a retreat) I found myself singing “40″ by U2, or should I say “King David”? Anyway, that song has alwasy been a favourite of mine, but the psalm its based on, remained mostly unknown once you get past vs 2! I decided to read it afresh.

And there buried in the middle, was a one verse description of me… not a nice description, but a powerfully accurate one. I am not going to go into the details of how it convicted me of sin, or of how else it spoke. My point is this. God speaks. Through my humming a song that I hadn’t heard in ages, and through the gentle “Why not read it…” prompt light was shed onto an area of darkness.

And to think, for years I didn’t beleive that God spoke except directly through the scripture! Funny how you change isn’t it?

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Where were you made?

Genesis 2 tells the story of how God created mankind.

And the LORD God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living being. The LORD God planted a garden eastward in Eden, and there He put the man whom He had formed. 2 vs 7,8

All scripture is God breathed and useful for training. However, if God says something more than once then we are to take extra notice of it…

Then the LORD God took the man and put him in the garden of Eden to tend and keep it. 2 vs 15

Notice where God made man – OUTSIDE of the garden. Picture the scene, the earth has been chaos but God has spoken over it and we have the creation. New, energized, and above all WILD. Wild is good – very good. God is a warrior, wild at heart, as well as a lover, tender and merciful. Adam is created in the midst of this Holy, perfect, wildness (not wilderness). Inside the heart of Adam is something wild, and God says that it is good. And wild goes beyond “Nature” and “Outdoor pursuits”. You can be wild in the city. Wild means not “Tended and kept” in the sense of the garden. Wild is risky. Wild is dangerous.

God then plants a garden, takes man and puts him in it. What’s the difference between a perfect wildness and a perfect garden? There’s a meditation to feed the heart, but in any case Adam has to tend and keep the garden. The wildness doesn’t need tending and keeping like a garden does. I picture Adam working in the garden and also going out to explore the wildness outside Eden, returning again to the garden where he walked with God in the cool of day. I don’t know of course, but I suspect Adam was drawn to the wildness -to the risks, to the danger.

There is something in the heart of God that is wild. And we are made in His image. Because Adam was made in the wildness his sons sense that call in their deepest hearts.

A few verses later we read:

And the LORD God caused a deep sleep to fall on Adam, and he slept; and He took one of his ribs, and closed up the flesh in its place. Then the rib which the LORD God had taken from man He made into a woman, and He brought her to the man. 2vs 21,22

And what of Eve and her daughters? How are we to see them in relationship to the wildness that Adam was birthed in? That’s for another day!

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Is there a purpose – part 2

You might like to read this first…

I left the last post at the rather discouraging point of saying “That I gave up”. And in some ways I did.

As I grow older, and hopefully wiser, I come to realise that in those earlier days I had been seeking the answer to my “Is there a purpose” question in the wrong way. I needed to raised my head, go above the nitty grutty and look down. How best to do that. return to scripture of course.

He who believes in Me, as the Scripture has said, out of his heart will flow rivers of living water John 7 vs 38

God in His wisdom is more concerned with creating the image of Christ in us. I have thought for years that God usually has a different agenda to me. We have been set into freedom, not into law. We need to come at this “Purpose” question within that knowledge. He wants to create the image of Christ in us – so that we are walking in “Peace, joy, love” and so on. His desire, it seems to me, is for us to be so walking in intimacy with Him.

My wife and I started out as Aglicans. We often joke about “Good old anglican balance” – somehow they are skilled at holding two seemingly different ideas together. And here is another one.

The bible clearly teaches that there are specific things that God has prepared for us to do. Perhaps things that only you or I can do. But as important as all that sounds (and it is!) we also have to remember that God is molding us into the very image of Christ. Sometimes (and perhaps its nearly always) then God will be more concerned about how much “peace, patience, kindess” and so on is flowing out of our “bellies” to the world around us than wether we work here or there.

Thats’s the “Freedom” that God for us.

How utterly wonderful.

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Is there a purpose – part 1

More than a decade ago I went through a phase of trying to discover my purpose. Why had God put  me here? Was it purely just as a training ground for what happened in the hereafter? Was there some sort of divine reasoning behind me? Is there more than “The chief aim of man is to know God and enjoy Him forever”.

I have to say that in my nearly 30 years as a Christian this is one question that just keeps on coming.  I don’t think I have ever satisfactorily answered this it. Sometimes, I reckon just get on with life. You know, walk the dog, build web applications, spend time with my family. Othertimes I am struck by a few verses i nthe bible that seem to suggest that there is more. Its not that those things I listed, and lots of others are bad – of course they aren’t! Its just that the question wont go away – does God have something specific that He wants me to do? I wonder am I alone in thinking like this?

Ephesians 2:10 says:

For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.

But what are they? And if that verse means more than the general “Stuff of life” how do you find out?

Prov 25:2 says:

It is the glory of God to conceal a matter, But the glory of kings is to search out a matter.

The bible says that God is not the God of confusion. But there are things that God conceals from us, and we have to search for them. Sometimes God needs to know that we are really serious about something before He reveals it to us.

One day we will all meet our Maker. I don’t want to get there – how do I say this – and discover that there was so much more that God had planned for me. I beleive that God Has almost “Bound” Himself to fulfil His promises, but He is not bound to fulfil our destiny – that is down to us.

Some years ago I read a couple of books by the same author about discovering your purpose. He believed that we each have a a God given purpose, that we each can be “Great” as part of the divine destiny that God has for each of us. However, despite all this, he went to great lengths to state that sadly, most people reading the book would not discover their purpose. They would, for one reason or another, just give up. In response I gritted my teeth, girded my loins, set my face forward… and gave up.

But… that’s not the end of the story!

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